My biggest fear is losing, and finishing last. I work hard at what I do. I fight for what I want. I prove I’m worth being picked. But I never get drafted. I’m stuck here working harder and harder to get a little closer. Will I be the number one pick one day? When will I be the one and not just another option? It’s not easy moving away from disappointment time after time, but sometimes I feel it’s worth my all. I’m still scared.